• Happy!?

The worst feeling is the feeling of being alone. 

With it you will never get anything done,

and all you will every do is lay facing up, or possible prone.

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It slowly eats at you, this feeling of loneliness,

and unfortunately leaves you feeling like a mess.

all it does, rather than give more, leaves you with less.

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Some people won’t care or notice, it’s as though they haven’t tried,

no wonder this feeling is horrible, it’s probably assumed that you died.

And worse of all is that there’s nothing left, not even your pride.

• Get better!?

Ugh… I feel horrible. I have this dry itching in my throat and I’m not sure why. I keep get a irritating small cough. Which turns out it made me hurl while choking. And it’s raining. What a way to end my day. At least I don’t feel anything when I sleep. I just hope I don’t have another nightmare, which was so vivid last night that I have yet to forget it.

I feel awesome nothing.

Sometimes all I want is sleep,

it’s as though being tired in itself is tiring, 

and all I want is for me to just be more energizing,

rather than to be weak and weep.

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Sometimes all I want is to be awake,

as though sleep were for the weak,

and all it does is leave me bleak

and live life in what I know to be fake.